I miss the sec 2 camp ): it is like the most awesome secondary camp i've ever been for now . How i wish the camp could be one week or more than one week . Abseil is the most CHI JI de activity but is the most awesome game (: i heard that the rope challenge is the most fun , but i didnt get to play that cause warti (i dont know how spell) keep saying 'i never call you in , you dont come in' RAWR i want try derhhz sia . even though i know i am scared but i will still try (: haha . Cause camp is for us to enjoy ourself and i did except that our group and Chiahuey's didnt get to do FLYING FOX !!! RAWR ! i wanna play that drhhz D: then at first is they say will be able to have a chance to play/try out that activity derhhz but drizzling == then cancle the 'free high element' ..

First day activity was abseil , i was damn scared to go up to try out . I kept asking people who have gone up and came down if it was scary then they all say no . so i just go up and try . When i go up , i remember that i didnt get my hook -.- LOL then after that went up . When it was my turn , i was damn scared and then i keep telling 'warti' that i am very scared then she say she is holding tightly (: haha . then i trust her (: i went down haha . it was kinda scary but i was fun . We were suppose to play Zipline/Flying Fox but then we spent up our time at abseil so no more time ...The next was rock climb . I didnt went to have a try cause i was scared then i just try to run away from instructor Woody and desmond haha . lol . After that was shower+dinner then sing a long .Then it was BMW(blind man walk) it was kinda scary cause we have to blind fold ourself and it will be dark . But i manage to follow cass all the way (: in the end get scolding for talking when we not suppose to ): but nevermind (: then it was supper , debrief+ fire drill then writing NYAA journal then Light off (: cant really sleep so chatted with trixie about many things (: haha . then slowly fell asleep (: the Plane sound didnt wake me up (;

The next day we are supose to wake up at 6.30am but i woke up at 4+ and i went to get myself ready for morning (; then i was the first girl and slowly everyone followed :D haha (: LOL . Then we do Morning Exercise which was retarded and area cleaning (: HAHA . then i shall skip to the activities . Our first activities or the day is challenge rope course .. but didnt get to do it . reasons at the top . so we moved on to KAYAKING !! YAY ! it was damn fun but it makes my shoe sandy D: had our lunch then we did rafting . It was epic but it was fun . Thank you YIKMING for helping us tie the rope together , Even though it wasnt quite sucessful but still its all your effort , sorry for your hand and thank you very much (: then we went for our shower (: After that is suppose to be our free high element . but yeah , reasons on top . So , we discuss about our campfire on that night . was kind of piss so kept quiet . then after that the girls went to have dinner while guys on duty . then after that the girls did the duty and the guys eat . then after that we coninue our disscussion about campfire and we had an brilliant idea it was fun . And on that night it was fun (; this day , is the best day ever . wish i could freeze today (:

Then today , we came back at about 12 plus . really wish that camp could last D: missed it alot . miss the instructor .. but cannot . so after we reach scool and listen to all the nonsense and get back out wallet , cass , chiahuey and trixie and me went TP to eat KFC (: haah  then we go SHINING do art (: haha . then we go find a place to sit . when we found it , me and chiahuey need go toilet (; so we ran to the toilet as we were urgent . then after that we went to sit for awhile and we went to J8 to see phone . Trixie went home . left me cass and CH (; after seeing phone , we saw an actor , the one who just divorce with the wife not long ago . He was with a girl . LOL (: haha . then went home with Chiahuey (: now at home blogging (: haha . blog some day (: haha . BYE-BYE (:
 

The camp fire was EPIC but it was damn fun when we perform . Cause we dont know what to do at all then we just mess ourself up and we keep laughing and it was FUN :D
Now , its OVER ! But i will not forget those fun we had with those AWESOME instructors (: They are just simply awesome (:

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Hello , I'm back again (: today I can't go out at all . I'm stuck at home . Damn bored . But got Chinese tuition just now at 5 . It was boring , but notas bored as being stick at home. Text people today , people with different emotions . Some are sad and some are happy . Haha I'm still bored . so people , If you see this post , please text me (: I appreciate tht (:

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'Acting to be pathetic and making people think that is others fault only gonna make yourself more pathetic .'
-this is just random

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It's just another normal school day today :D haha . Finally . Its a finally that I really think of letting go (: it may be sad to let go , but it's good for me (: haha . Happy today , but not say hyper as yesterday D: first lesson was actually English but change to literature . Then pe . Was fun though , softball was indeed hard . Lol . After that recess , combined with upper sec . Don't think have time to eat so just bought a soya bean and drank (: Trixie bought diluted Milo and cass bought lemon barly :D drinking half way , saw the tall Korean guy then start talking about him and start laughing (: she laugh until she spit out sia ! My pe shirt tio D: nevermind . Haha . then after that science , miss pang was as usual , in a rush to teach us science , but she was late (: haha . After that was mother tongue , had listening compre , I didn't really listen cause I find it boring and meaningless . Lol . So copied most of the answers from han min or maybe in fact all of the answers . Sorry ); haha . After that free time (: me and Trixie had a hth talk at that time ( it was nice and fun (: haha . And math is so suckish ! I hate this stupid topic about graph !! It sucks !! Rawr ! Now I am at home , gonna continue chapter 2 of history (: hope ChiaHuey had a chance to bathe cause there's a lizard in the bathroom ! Haha !!

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To Trixie ,
Hey , im sorry for not talking to you on Friday . i dont mean to do that . i wasnt angry with you . I am not mad at you either . Its just that i dunno what to do , i dont know what to say to make things better . Im afraid that when i say something , its gonna be a wrong one . i dont wish to say the wrong thing to make a whole lot of mess again .. I dont blame you for confronting her .. cause we agreed on doing that and i was stupid enough to do so . cause now , we agreed and she dont talk to me ..you say that she dont know how to face me .. and i know that is not gonna be a good thing ..  i know she's not gonna talk to me unless i start first . But im afraid of being the first one to start a conversation with her . cause i know her expression will make me feel like i am a piece of SHYT . So , yeah . im here to apologize to you for that . and everything .

To you , cassandra
im sorry . i think that is all i know what to say to you . cause i dont know what more i can say . i am afraid of making you angry cause i know you will be if i say something wrong . so yeah i have to shut my mouth up . i will talk to you  but i have to try .

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Oh . I thought of forgiving and forgetting about it , but I guess now , whatever I do , she's still gonna hate me . But I have no choice . Trixie is suffering . What can she do ? She have to tell her how she feel . And I think because she told her , tomorrow gonna be a bad day .. But I know how Trixie feel , I don't blame her at all .. We shall see how it goes tomorrow .. Yeah ? Okay .. Haha ..

Faking a smile do help sometimes
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But it hurts .

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hi smelly fish, i knwo yu cant let this thing off easily cause she hurted you way too many times . So yeah i REALLY do RESPECT your desicion . But to me , i think the only way to make things right is to forgive and forget . Look at the positive side of her and ignore the negative side , that is what im doing . im not acting to be her her friend . i am truely being her friend . An act will sooner or later be revealed , so think about it babe . Everyone has a KIND SOUL . Its just how you show it to others . So yea . No one thinks that you are the bad one . No one have the rigths to do so , only you can say yourself and oin-pont at yourself . But then , loving yourself and not saying that you yourself is bad is the only way to build yourself up again (: CHEER UP BABE :D I'll let you go back to OIL LAND as soon as you are fine again :D

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